I want my blog to be upbeat because hands down this is a long road.  However, I also want it to be real and honest.   This morning after my workout I was feeling good and then I looked in the mirror and I didn't like what I saw looking back.  All I could say is I wonder how long it will take before I don't see you looking back at me.  Meaning the obese person.  I know it takes time and I know I didn't just put it on overnight.  Yes, I can see that my clothes are getting bigger on me. I can see that my wedding rings that was tight and wouldn't move even with force moves around all time now.  I will let these thoughts hit once in a while but now it's time to come out of the dulls and look at what I have accomplished.  I no longer drink soda, I haven't had any since before Christmas, I don't eat sweets, or chips or junk food anymore.  I am no longer a couch potato.  I am working out at 5 iin th mornings.  I am an inspiration to the world.  Mostly, I am fearfully and wonderfully made.I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.   Lord, I want to thank you for giving me the strength, for increasing knowledge in me everyday. 
Lastly,  Thank You His Radio for this oppurtunity I love you all.